Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Life In A Pandemic - Positives and Negatives



“This is a temporary situation.”  This is an idea that I keep trying to remind myself.  I’ve also shared it with my students as a motivational tool.  While it is a true statement, in some ways, I am becoming more convinced that even though it is “technically” temporary, I believe this will change the world as we know it going forward, maybe forever.  The Great Depression was almost 100 years ago, and it is still referred to as a time period that was a huge influential force at least in the US if not in the world.  

On this date in April, those of us who teach in public schools are living under the dictate that schools are closed until May 1.  While there are occasional “wink wink” comments that we won’t be going back to school during this school year, that hasn’t been officially stated by anyone in authority yet.  There has also been a “hint” floated out there that the next school year might not happen in the traditional “kids in a classroom with a teacher” kind of way.  

Life as an online teacher has its positives and negatives.  I can sit at my desk or my dining room table wearing shorts and a t-shirt that I would never wear to school, drinking my cup of coffee and grading papers that were turned in through Google Classroom.  However, I’m not hearing from all of my students, and I don’t know why.  The best guess is they don’t have reliable wifi or a much-needed electronic device that is easy to type on; however, there might be other reasons.  My district has given us some specific requests. One is that we turn in names of students that we’ve had no contact with since we’ve been out of the building. (Our last day “in school” with students was Friday, March 13.) We have also been asked to let the district know of students who need a Chromebook, and they will try to provide that for the students.  Our directive about the quantity of assigned work at the high school level is that the students shouldn’t be given more than 3 hours of work per subject per week. Ok!  I can do that!  Our district has been ramping up the use of technology any way for the last several years, but now we need to take our technology use to the next level.  One thing on my short list of things to do is to learn how to give direct instruction on WeVideo, and talk with students through Google Hangouts.  (Sorry, we are discouraged from using Zoom, as of now.)

My English Department has started having Dept meetings weekly through Google Hangouts, and we are in discussion about grades.  Are we working on a pass/fail basis?  They do work - they get credit for it?  Do we set due dates and then take off late points when things aren’t turned in on time - even if we don’t know WHY the assignment was turned in late?  Since our PowerSchool online grading system is set up for a school year, we aren’t sure yet if we can do Q4 as P/F or not, and is it fair that Q4 should be averaged in with the other 3 quarters as if it is the same quality and quantity of work?  And then there’s differentiation for students on IEPs and 504s. How does THAT work?  We are all trying to figure all of this out.  Some teachers in my dept use Schoology, and others use Classroom like I do.  I guess all the practice we are getting now might come in handy for next year, right?

So, then there’s next year.  Two years ago, I decided I was going to retire at the end of the 2020-21 school year.  I have been working on that assumption ever since, and I have shared that with my building admin.  Will I be spending my last year before retirement running an online classroom?  So many questions remain…

Based on the most recent things I’m hearing from high level medical people is that we are looking at 18 months before there is a vaccine.  If that is the case, then the next year and a half of my life is going to be spent quietly in my home as I continue “social distancing” and “sheltering in place”.  My husband and I are both in a high risk group because we are over 60 and I am diabetic. In an interesting personal analysis, we realized that our private lifestyle really hasn’t been changed by this crisis situation all that much.  We aren’t particularly social people anyway.  We don’t entertain guests in our home or visit others. We don’t eat at restaurants or walk the mall.  We typically do our grocery shopping when the stores are less busy.  We like to walk at parks and stay at home to do our own gardening and yard work.  All of that is how we live anyway.  We don’t have kids.  We don’t have pets.  We don’t have elderly parents or siblings to check on.  I was already backing down my involvement in activities out in the world anyway.  I haven’t golfed since before my last knee surgery in 2018.  We don’t travel as a couple. (Every few years I might fly to New Hampshire for a week or two.) AND the fact that we have two houses which we keep stocked with TP and food is giving us a greater sense of security.  

Our biggest change has been ordering groceries which we will pick up at curb-side or have delivered.  Before all this happened, we typically visited 4 grocery stores over a 2-3 week period:  Kroger, Giant Eagle, Meijer and Marc’s.  The first 3 are providing both curb-side pickup and delivery.  In fact we’ve been using Kroger’s curb-side pickup for a couple of years because the milk we like to buy is hard to reach and often not fully stocked when we are shopping there.  So we order it online and pick it up and let THEM try to get it down from the top shelf!  Seeing the different ways all of these stores handle this has been very interesting.  Kroger has, by far, the best website for ordering online.  It always works! While we used to be able to schedule curbside pickup for the same day or the next day, we now have to schedule 4-5 days out, and if the curbside is all booked, we might have to switch to delivery which will also probably be 4-5 days later.  We have learned to plan ahead and stock up on our favorites.  Giant Eagle’s website works well also, and we have done both curbside and delivery with them, but their biggest issue is that you can’t add items to your cart while you wait for the delivery date.  Kroger allows you to add to your order until midnight before your delivery, which is very helpful when you realize you forgot to put something on your list.  The worst one to deal with so far is Meijer.  Their website is PAINFULLY slow, and it doesn’t always work at all.  I have tried to set up delivery several times, and I’ve never been able to get it to work. My next attempt is to go through Instacart which has a much better website.  I just learned that the Kroger delivery goes through Instacart anyway, so that gives me more confidence in working with them.  We will be trying the InstaCart/Meijer combo soon, so stay tuned on how that goes!  

The conclusions I am coming to at this point in The Pandemic of 2020 are that we need to learn from our experiences and that this situation is going to affect the rest of our lives, probably in both positive and negative ways.  It’s important to try to remain calm and stable but also not to underestimate the emotional trauma that we are all experiencing.  This experience is changing us all individually and as a society.  20 years from now, as I sit in my rocking chair at ‘the home”, I will be able to think back on the Pandemic of 2020 and be able to list the ways this changed me. 

Let’s think about the positives: there is less pollution now which is helping Climate Change, there are fewer car accidents, our medical professionals and our political leaders are learning things now that will help us in the future.  When one door closes another opens….  

Thanks for reading all of this, and don’t forget to WASH YOUR HANDS!!

:)Amy